More Nervous than Me

So, we have 3 days left til the wedding.  What I want to know is how many people are scared out of their wits before their wedding, because me and Gord have heard nothing but "are you scared?"  "ooh its your last week of freedom" and " are you sure your not gonna back out from nerves?".  I mean, WTF?  I"m starting to feel like the only people in the world who the idea of Marriage seems natural and exciting, but not in the slightest bit nerve-racking.  Gord's Co-workers are really starting to bug him with this kinda talk.  Of course he is in the works yard with all the middle aged, machine driving, drinkin with the guys, married for 15 years kinda people, so its kind of to be expected.  but still. give it a rest already

I have no problem with feeling unsure or scared or nervous or anything.  Not even about the prepareations for the wedding event. I mean, I have my dress, flowers, pastor, paperwork. so everything else is details. heck, even if the pastor gets stuck in Arizona where he is on holiday until friday and can't make it, we will just call another one, or find a JOP as soon as we can.  meh. It will all work out somehow.

What I wonder is if this lack of nerves is because the actual wedding part is so casual and generally as simple as I could get away with. I have no professionals of any kind, its all family, and very small.  I could see being much more stressed out if I was trying to have a big formal detail heavy type affair.  Maybe that stress is what people see as nerves.  hmmm..

I just don't get it

AAAAAHHHHHHHH

Thats it. just AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

*hair pulling stressed out me*

pretty much says it all.

My drinking teacher

I have never had this much trouble focusing on an assignment before! its annoyin the heck out of me.  And I keep finding other things to do instead.  like Blogging.

Anyway  I have the coolest English Prof EVER. She took the whole class out for drinks and appy's yesterday instead of going to class. It was awesome.  I don't drink alcohol, but virgin margaritas are really good!  as is milestones popcorn shrimp.. mmmmmmm....  It was kinda strange sitting there discussing stuff like cute geeky faculty, chest sizes, and travel plans with a teacher.  as you could probably tell our class was mostly girls :-)  anyway. awesome time. especially when Karen (the teacher) got a little drunk. SO funny!

and I got to impress the heck out of the whole class with my knowledge of how to jump a car and my recognition of alternator problems. It was funny.  I know next to nothing about cars, but I have has 3 junkers in the last few years, and had to replace the alternator in all 3 of them. so I know what that looks like!

Anyway, I really have to go beat my head into submission over this essay thing. I still have another one to do for tuesday too!

I'll be around!